While they were away, the boys and I did enjoy ourselves. Life appeared more calm with less screaming, fighting and shouting but somehow, it just felt wrong...like something was missing. Even though, the boys didn't express verbally what was missing but I could sense that their behaviour was different. They were empty and sad.
Now, everything feels right like discovering the pieces of the missing jigsaws.
Maybe that is what it means to love. It is to fit into each other's lives like the pieces of a jigsaw puzzle that without them, the picture is incomplete and hollow. It is to be so comfortable in their presence that you no longer realize how much their mere existence fulfil your life. Sometimes, it is these things that we take for granted.
Sometimes, we think we need something more but maybe what we have is enough. Maybe what we have is better. I don't know. Why do we make our lives so complicated?
Whatever it is, we simply have to put our trust in Allah SWT. He is the One who knows what is good and what is bad for us. In the end, the most important thing is to enter Jannah (Paradise).
Last night I dreamt of water again...
InshaAllah maybe something good is coming. 
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