Returning home: The best decision I've ever made

I asked a friend once how long it took her to settle in Malaysia after relocating and she told me it took her two years. Here I am two years later and I am feeling settled or at least I'm feeling contented. I am so happy to be back in Malaysia.

Despite all the hassles, paperwork, turbulence, craziness, roller-coaster ride that I went through but it was all worth-it. I can see things more clearly now and I am beginning to understand life, concepts, feelings more than I ever did before...even though I feel like it is just the beginning of the road for me. There are still so many things that are unsettled in my life and decisions to be made but overall, I believe that coming back is one of the best decisions I've ever made and I am grateful to Allah SWT.

Sometimes I still feel agitated and sometimes I feel like I just want to fly away as things are constantly changing around me but whatever happens after this, I know that it will be for the best as long as I have trust in the One who made me and who controls everything.

إِن يَنصُرۡكُمُ ٱللَّهُ فَلَا غَالِبَ لَكُمۡ‌ۖ وَإِن يَخۡذُلۡكُمۡ فَمَن ذَا ٱلَّذِى يَنصُرُكُم مِّنۢ بَعۡدِهِۦ‌ۗ وَعَلَى ٱللَّهِ فَلۡيَتَوَكَّلِ ٱلۡمُؤۡمِنُونَ (١٦٠)

If Allah is your helper none can overcome you, and if He withdraw His help from you, who is there who can help you after Him? In Allah let believers put their trust. (Surah Al Imran: 160)